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How about closure? Do we need that?

Do we need to close something we weren’t even sure was open?

Yes, even after a long time, you still come across my thoughts. I still come to think about you, about us, about the things that we could have become, we could have done. I never expected that we would forever be trapped in this cell, I thought that ignoring you would be the best way I could do, the best way to forget you. But how silly the universe is, right? It clearly made a giant move to let our paths cross again, or say, our paths be one again. I’m kind of excited with the fact that we could be together again, but I never really expected that we could be this close yet so far. The universe is really cruel, I’m not sure if I am the only one who feels this, I’m kind of hoping that you feel what I am feeling too, exhilarated to see you but can never ever hold nor touch you. The universe is funny, it made a joke, and it was on us, or just me.

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I was Wrong

I thought that losing you is equivalent to losing myself. I was wrong, real wrong.

I thought that you were my life, that without you, it would be harder to breathe, harder to see, harder to feel, and definitely harder to love. I was wrong, real wrong.

I thought you were everything to me, my sun, my moon, my light, my air, my water, my everything. I was wrong, real wrong.

The day I decided to let you go was the day I started to realize who I really was, am, and will be. That me was never with you. That me was never for you. That me was always me, not you. That same day I decided to let go of my feelings was the day I started loving myself. Now here I am, stronger than before. Even stronger without you.

Happy and free, less of you.

Thank you for leaving me.

I hope this time I’m right because I was tired of whispering to myself again and again for a lot of times that “I was wrong, real wrong.”